Healing Sucks
Welcome to the *Healing Sucks Podcast*, where we dive deep into the raw and real journey of healing—physically, mentally, and spiritually. Healing isn’t easy, but it’s possible, and it starts by refusing to stay silent. Trauma and abuse thrive in the darkness of silence, but together, we’re shining a light and breaking that silence. This podcast is for anyone who’s been through trauma, abuse, or struggles with mental health. Here, we share our stories, learn from each other, and support one another in becoming the strong, resilient individuals we’re meant to be. **Your story matters**—it’s time to speak it out loud, embrace your pain, and start healing. After decades of my own struggles, I decided it was time to heal. Now, through my journey and the wisdom of others, I want to help you on yours. Everyone’s healing path is unique, and this community offers a range of tools, stories, and perspectives to support you—no judgment, just understanding. Whether you’re just beginning or well on your way, this is a free, safe space for you to access the support, resources, and inspiration you need to start healing. **Let’s heal together**—because you deserve it. 💜🙏🫶🤗
Episodes
Wednesday Dec 18, 2024
S2E29: Unpacking Eating Disorders: A Deep Dive With Dr. LAURA ELLICK
Wednesday Dec 18, 2024
Wednesday Dec 18, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall and psychologist Dr. Laura Ellick delve into the complex world of eating disorders. They explore personal experiences, the psychological and cultural roots of these disorders, and the importance of understanding and addressing the shame associated with them. The conversation highlights the need for better education in the medical field regarding eating disorders and emphasizes the significance of nutrition in recovery. Through their candid discussion, they aim to shed light on the struggles many face and the hope for recovery. In this conversation, Laura Ellick shares her personal journey of overcoming an eating disorder, emphasizing the importance of taking responsibility for one's recovery. She discusses the evolution of treatment approaches, highlighting the shift towards more flexible and intuitive eating practices. The conversation delves into cognitive patterns associated with eating disorders and the significance of understanding these patterns in the healing process. Laura also educates listeners on the various types of eating disorders and the hidden dangers they pose. The importance of support systems in recovery is underscored, along with a message of self-compassion and embracing one's uniqueness.
WHERE CAN I FIND DR. LAURA ELLICK?
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Wednesday Dec 11, 2024
S2E28: Roth's Child: A Memoir of Healing ANDREW ROTH
Wednesday Dec 11, 2024
Wednesday Dec 11, 2024
Summary
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall interviews artist Andrew Roth, who shares his transformative journey from addiction and trauma to healing and self-discovery. Andrew discusses the importance of storytelling in healing, the power of forgiveness, and the role of emotional intelligence in personal growth. He reflects on his childhood experiences, the impact of generational trauma, and the significance of vulnerability in connecting with others. Andrew also shares insights from his spiritual journey, including his experiences in the Amazon rainforest and his beliefs about reincarnation and the universe's non-judgmental nature. This conversation emphasizes the importance of healing through art, understanding our emotions, and embracing our stories to foster connection and growth. In this conversation, Andrew Roth and Jackey Hall explore the themes of self-love, healing, and the divine nature of humanity. They discuss the importance of forgiving oneself to foster love for others, the journey of mental health recovery, and the transformative experiences in the Amazon. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of laughter as a coping mechanism and the need for genuine healing. Roth shares insights about his upcoming show, 'Roth's Child,' which aims to inspire others through storytelling and art.
WHERE CAN I FIND ANDREW?
https://rothschildamemoir.com/
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@arim8625?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@SpiritualArtistARIM
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Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
S2E27: Inside MKUltra and the Milgram Experiment: A Hidden Agenda CAROL STANHOPE
Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall interviews MKUltra and Milgram Experiment survivor Carol Stanhope. Carol shares her harrowing experiences as a child subject in MKUltra, detailing the origins of the program, the psychological and physical trauma inflicted upon her, and the complex journey of uncovering her past. The conversation delves into the implications of government involvement in human trafficking, the challenges of medical gaslighting, and the intricacies of dissociative identity disorder as a result of trauma. Carol's story is a powerful testament to resilience and the quest for truth in the face of overwhelming odds. In this conversation, Carol Stanhope shares her harrowing experiences with MK Ultra programming, the complexities of deprogramming, and the ongoing challenges faced by survivors of human trafficking. She discusses the various triggers associated with her programming, the importance of community support, and the activism efforts aimed at raising awareness about these issues. The conversation highlights the psychological impact of trauma, the need for proper resources, and the dangers that survivors face in their quest for healing and justice.
WHERE CAN I FIND CAROL STANHOPE?
YouTube: https://youtu.be/ORGsHxMDflQ?si=b7eF3MGWZQYU2lE0
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Tuesday Nov 26, 2024
S2E26: Overcoming Bullying: A Path to Healing Dr. LAURA ELLICK
Tuesday Nov 26, 2024
Tuesday Nov 26, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall speaks with Dr. Laura Ellick about the complexities of healing, particularly in the context of bullying and personal trauma. They explore their own experiences with bullying, the impact it has on identity, and the importance of community and support in the healing journey. Dr. Ellick shares insights on navigating adult relationships, recognizing narcissistic traits, and the significance of self-discovery and vulnerability in overcoming challenges. The conversation emphasizes hope, resilience, and the necessity of taking action to foster healing.
WHERE CAN I FIND DR. LAURA ELLICK
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Tuesday Nov 12, 2024
S2E25: The Unraveling of a Toxic Relationship CANDI BELL'S Story
Tuesday Nov 12, 2024
Tuesday Nov 12, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall speaks with Candi Bell, a toxic relationship survivor and mental health advocate. Candi shares her journey from living her dream life to becoming entangled in a toxic relationship that led to significant personal loss. The conversation explores themes of self-care, the importance of boundaries, and the challenges of recognizing toxic patterns in relationships. Candi's story highlights the emotional toll of caring for others at the expense of one's well-being and the journey toward healing and self-discovery. In this conversation, Candi Bell and Jackey Hall share their personal journeys of healing and self-discovery after experiencing emotional trauma and betrayal. They discuss the importance of seeking help, setting boundaries, recognizing triggers, and the impact of smear campaigns on their mental health. Both emphasize the significance of gratitude, patience, and self-love in the healing process, while also acknowledging the challenges and complexities of recovery.
WHERE CAN I FIND CANDI BELL?
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Tuesday Nov 05, 2024
S2E24: Understanding ADHD: Myths and Realities With ANDREW ROBINSON
Tuesday Nov 05, 2024
Tuesday Nov 05, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall welcomes Andrew Robinson, a Certified Clinical Service Provider specializing in ADHD. They discuss Andrew's personal journey with ADHD, the importance of accurate diagnosis, and the stigma surrounding the disorder. Andrew shares insights on the various subtypes of ADHD, the effectiveness of medication, and the consequences of untreated ADHD. The conversation emphasizes the need for awareness, support, and accurate information to help those struggling with ADHD. In this conversation, Andrew Robinson and Jackey Hall explore the complexities of mental health, particularly focusing on ADHD. They discuss the importance of individual healing journeys, the challenges of stigma, and the various therapeutic approaches that can aid in managing ADHD. The conversation emphasizes the need for self-discovery, acceptance, and the understanding that ADHD can be both a gift and a challenge. They also highlight the significance of seeking help and the importance of community support in the healing process.
WHERE CAN I FIND Andrew, LCSW | ADHD Therapist?
Neurospicycounseling
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Tuesday Oct 22, 2024
S2E23 Navigating the Healing Journey SOLO EPISODE
Tuesday Oct 22, 2024
Tuesday Oct 22, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall shares her personal healing journey, discussing the impact of childhood trauma, the importance of therapy, and the challenges of navigating relationships after experiencing narcissistic abuse. She emphasizes the need for self-awareness, education, and the role of spirituality in healing. Jackey also answers listener questions, providing insights on how to overcome past traumas and the significance of taking time for personal growth. In this conversation, Jackey Hall shares her journey through creativity, healthcare challenges, and the impact of abusive relationships. She reflects on her nostalgic memories of creating skits with friends, discusses the difficulties of accessing healthcare during lower income days, and recounts her experiences with a narcissistic partner. Jackey emphasizes the importance of seeking help and education for those in toxic relationships, and highlights how podcasting has been a significant part of her healing process. She also shares her self-care routines and her openness to love again, while providing insights on recognizing red flags in relationships.
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Thursday Oct 17, 2024
S2E22: Healing After Infidelity & Attachment Styles with Coach LESLIE WELLS
Thursday Oct 17, 2024
Thursday Oct 17, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall welcomes relationship coach Leslie Wells to discuss the complexities of infidelity in relationships. They explore the emotional and psychological impacts of betrayal, the importance of self-awareness, and the role of attachment styles in shaping relationship dynamics. Leslie shares her insights on healing from infidelity, rebuilding trust, and the significance of a strong relationship with God in navigating personal challenges. The conversation emphasizes the need for community support and understanding in the face of emotional trauma.
WHERE CAN I FIND LESLIE WELLS?
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Wednesday Oct 09, 2024
S2E21: Part 2 I Grew Up In Religious Abuse: The KERI BLACK Story
Wednesday Oct 09, 2024
Wednesday Oct 09, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Fucking Sucks podcast, Keri Black shares her harrowing journey through trauma, including her experiences with purity culture, rape, and toxic relationships. She discusses the impact of narcissistic abuse and stalking, and how these experiences shaped her path to healing and advocacy. Carrie emphasizes the importance of self-love and understanding trauma in the healing process, and how she now empowers others as a victim advocate.
WERE CAN I FIND KERI BLACK?
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Saturday Oct 05, 2024
S2E20 I Grew Up In Religious Abuse: The KERI BLACK Story Part 1
Saturday Oct 05, 2024
Saturday Oct 05, 2024
In this episode of the Healing Fucking Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall speaks with Keri Black, a trauma and abuse survivor, about her experiences growing up in an extremist evangelical cult. Keri shares her journey of deconstructing her beliefs, the impact of her upbringing on her mental health, and her advocacy work for victims of abuse. The conversation delves into the complexities of healing from trauma, the challenges of navigating relationships with family still involved in the cult, and the importance of understanding personal truths in the recovery process.
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Healing Sucks
Welcome to the *Healing Sucks Podcast*! I'm your host, Jackey Hall, a mental health advocate who’s been through the trenches with clinical depression, generalized anxiety, eating disorders, OCD, panic disorder, and social anxiety. I’m on my own personal healing journey, and I’m inviting you to join me on this ride.
In this podcast, I’ll be sitting down with psychiatrists, therapists, mental health advocates, and spiritual healers from around the world to discuss treatment options, healing techniques, and practical tools for navigating mental health struggles. Whether you’re just starting your journey or looking for deeper insights, this podcast is a one-stop shop for anyone searching for answers.
Healing is never easy—it’s messy, it’s challenging, and it’s full of ups and downs—but trust me, it’s worth every step. As I work to heal, I’m here to share the knowledge, resources, and wisdom I gain along the way, hoping to help you heal too. So, buckle up, because this is going to be a bumpy ride—but I promise, it’s going to be worth it.
Let’s heal together, one step at a time!