Healing Sucks

S3E7: Am I Stressed? How to Check In & Redefine Happiness" With SILVIA SUBIRANA

In this episode of Healing Sucks, host Jackey Hall and Silvia Suirana from MyDry30 dive deep into the realities of stress, self-awareness, and emotional well-being. They explore how to recognize when we're truly stressed, the importance of daily check-ins, and how ignoring our emotions can lead to deeper struggles. Together, they break down the misconceptions around happiness—revealing that true fulfillment isn’t about constant joy but rather about finding contentment and balance.
Jackey and Silvia also discuss the dangers of suppressing emotions, the societal pressure to always be "positive," and why setting boundaries is crucial for mental and emotional health. They touch on the themes of community, connection, and self-love, acknowledging how modern life often fuels isolation and disconnection. Through personal stories and psychological insights, they highlight the importance of therapy, personal growth, and finding the right support system.
This conversation is a powerful reminder that healing is an ongoing journey—one that requires honesty, self-compassion, and a willingness to feel all of our emotions, not just the easy ones.
 
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S3E6: Survivor’s Strength: Overcoming Abuse & Finding Healthy Love RACHEL LIVINGSTON

In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, Rachel Livingston shares her profound journey through childhood, mental health struggles, and abusive relationships. Diagnosed with severe depression at a young age, Rachel navigates the complexities of her mental health, experiences in mental health facilities, and the impact of trauma on her life. She discusses her encounters with abuse, manipulation, and the challenges of breaking free from toxic relationships, ultimately finding strength and resilience in her journey towards healing. In this conversation, Rachel Livingston shares her harrowing experience of domestic violence, the challenges she faced in the court system, and the impact of abuse on her children. She discusses her journey of healing and self-discovery after escaping an abusive relationship, ultimately finding love and safety again. Rachel emphasizes the importance of support and the work required to heal from trauma, offering hope to others in similar situations.
 
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S3E5 Heal Yeah! Your Healing Journey Starts Here Solo Episode With Your Host Jackey Hall

In this episode, Jackey Hall explores the multifaceted journey of healing, emphasizing that it is not a linear process. She shares her personal experiences, the inspiration behind her podcast, and the importance of community support in recovery. The conversation delves into common myths about trauma, practical steps for healing, and the role of humor in coping with pain. Jackey also reflects on empowering moments in her recovery and offers advice to her younger self, encouraging listeners to embrace their journey and recognize their worth.
 
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S3E4: Intentionally Ever After: Healing, Love, and Connection With ZACH & RACHEL LIVINGSTON

For this month on the Healing Sucks Podcast, I wanted to focus on love—specifically, what we can learn from those in healthy, thriving relationships. The guests I have today come from very different backgrounds, each having faced their own battles—one with addiction and the other with PTSD from narcissistic, abusive relationships. After having Zach on my podcast last season, I quickly found myself captivated by their story and the strength of their bond. There’s something so powerful and inspiring in their relationship, and I knew there was a wealth of wisdom I could draw from them, especially in my own healing journey. Recovering from narcissistic abuse has been a long, painful process, and at times, I lost all hope in finding a healthy relationship—one where I could be loved for who I truly am, without fear of control or manipulation. Their story reminded me that healing is not only possible, but that love, real love, is something we can all find if we’re open to it.
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall welcomes back Zach Livingston and introduces his wife, Rachel. The conversation explores Zach's journey through addiction, his recovery, and the supportive relationship he has with Rachel, who comes from an abusive background. They discuss the importance of trust, communication, and maintaining a playful dynamic in their marriage, emphasizing the need for authenticity and mutual support in overcoming personal struggles. In this conversation, Zach and Rachel discuss the complexities of their relationship, focusing on authenticity, communication, and the impact of past experiences. They share insights on navigating challenges, the importance of respect and love, and how mental health plays a role in their dynamics. Their candid dialogue highlights the significance of understanding each other's needs and the growth that comes from overcoming difficulties together. In this episode, Jackey Hall, Zach, and Rachel Livingston discuss the complexities of mental health, particularly bipolar disorder, and its impact on relationships. They share personal experiences with mental health treatments, the importance of communication, and the role of creative outlets in managing mental health. The conversation also touches on sobriety, the challenges of addiction, and the significance of supporting each other's growth in relationships. The episode emphasizes the need for understanding, empathy, and open communication in navigating mental health issues within partnerships.
 
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S3E3: No Ordinary Love: BB GABRIEL

In this conversation, BB shares her harrowing journey through domestic violence, the complexities of her relationships, and the long-lasting impact of trauma. She discusses her unique storytelling approach in her book, which features three versions of herself, and reflects on the importance of healing and self-discovery. The conversation delves into the manipulative tactics of her abuser, the struggle for love and acceptance, and the eventual path to breaking free from the cycle of abuse. BB emphasizes the possibility of recovery and rebuilding one's life after trauma, offering hope to others in similar situations. In this conversation, BB shares her journey of writing her book "No Ordinary Love" and how it connects to her experiences with love, family, and healing. The discussion touches on the significance of Valentine's Day, the therapeutic process of writing, and the importance of community support through social media. BB emphasizes the need to protect one's energy in online spaces and the power of reframing negative experiences into positive growth. The conversation concludes with a call to action for honest feedback on her work and the importance of connection.
 
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S3E2: The Hidden Threat: Unmasking, Silent Suffering With KERRY life coach

In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall and life coach Kerry discuss the often overlooked silent pains associated with toxic relationships, particularly those involving narcissism. They explore the subtle forms of emotional and psychological abuse, the impact of inconsistency and control, and the complexities of trauma bonding. Through personal anecdotes and professional insights, they emphasize the importance of self-awareness, recognizing red flags, and the journey toward healing and self-love. In this conversation, Kerry Life Coach and Jackey Hall delve into the complexities of toxic relationships, the emotional toll they take, and the importance of creating a safety toolkit. They discuss the significance of understanding triggers, the journey to healthy relationships, and the empowerment that comes from self-care. The dialogue emphasizes the value of sharing personal stories to help others and the necessity of letting go of toxic influences in one's life. Ultimately, the conversation is a call to action for listeners to prioritize their well-being and seek healing.
 
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S3E1: I Survived a Cult: The JENNIFER REDCAY story

In this eye-opening episode of Healing Sucks, host Jackey Hall speaks with Jennifer Redcay, who spent a decade trapped in a manipulative and abusive Christian cult. Jennifer shares her powerful story, recounting how her search for connection and a void left unfilled led her into an environment marked by control, isolation, and abuse. The conversation delves deep into the disturbing tactics cult leaders use to dominate their followers, including financial control, emotional manipulation, and physical and SA abuse. Jennifer bravely recounts the impact this had on her life and how she ultimately found the courage to break free. Her journey is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit. Jennifer reflects on her healing process and how she reclaimed her life through faith and inner strength with God. This episode is a must-listen for anyone seeking hope and insight into overcoming trauma and reclaiming personal freedom.
 
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TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jenniferredcayauthor?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc
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S2E28: Roth's Child: A Memoir of Healing ANDREW ROTH

Summary
In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall interviews artist Andrew Roth, who shares his transformative journey from addiction and trauma to healing and self-discovery. Andrew discusses the importance of storytelling in healing, the power of forgiveness, and the role of emotional intelligence in personal growth. He reflects on his childhood experiences, the impact of generational trauma, and the significance of vulnerability in connecting with others. Andrew also shares insights from his spiritual journey, including his experiences in the Amazon rainforest and his beliefs about reincarnation and the universe's non-judgmental nature. This conversation emphasizes the importance of healing through art, understanding our emotions, and embracing our stories to foster connection and growth. In this conversation, Andrew Roth and Jackey Hall explore the themes of self-love, healing, and the divine nature of humanity. They discuss the importance of forgiving oneself to foster love for others, the journey of mental health recovery, and the transformative experiences in the Amazon. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of laughter as a coping mechanism and the need for genuine healing. Roth shares insights about his upcoming show, 'Roth's Child,' which aims to inspire others through storytelling and art.
 
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https://rothschildamemoir.com/ 
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S2E27: Inside MKUltra and the Milgram Experiment: A Hidden Agenda CAROL STANHOPE

In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall interviews MKUltra and Milgram Experiment survivor Carol Stanhope. Carol shares her harrowing experiences as a child subject in MKUltra, detailing the origins of the program, the psychological and physical trauma inflicted upon her, and the complex journey of uncovering her past. The conversation delves into the implications of government involvement in human trafficking, the challenges of medical gaslighting, and the intricacies of dissociative identity disorder as a result of trauma. Carol's story is a powerful testament to resilience and the quest for truth in the face of overwhelming odds. In this conversation, Carol Stanhope shares her harrowing experiences with MK Ultra programming, the complexities of deprogramming, and the ongoing challenges faced by survivors of human trafficking. She discusses the various triggers associated with her programming, the importance of community support, and the activism efforts aimed at raising awareness about these issues. The conversation highlights the psychological impact of trauma, the need for proper resources, and the dangers that survivors face in their quest for healing and justice.
 
 
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S2E26: Overcoming Bullying: A Path to Healing Dr. LAURA ELLICK

In this episode of the Healing Sucks podcast, host Jackey Hall speaks with Dr. Laura Ellick about the complexities of healing, particularly in the context of bullying and personal trauma. They explore their own experiences with bullying, the impact it has on identity, and the importance of community and support in the healing journey. Dr. Ellick shares insights on navigating adult relationships, recognizing narcissistic traits, and the significance of self-discovery and vulnerability in overcoming challenges. The conversation emphasizes hope, resilience, and the necessity of taking action to foster healing.
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